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Truth About Being a Momma…

Truth About Being a Momma…

It is wonderful, rewarding, and an amazing gift from God.  However, it is also exhausting, confusing, exhausting, hard, frustrating, and did I mention exhausting.  Don’t get me wrong, I LOVE being a mom, but I struggle with being a mom and still being ME.  Struggling with nurturing myself so I don’t go crazy and nurturing my little Son so he grows up to be an amazing Man.  Where is that balance?  I wish I could tell you I have an answer…but I don’t, but I have realized that for the time being I need to be more focused on him than on myself or my own agenda.  It seems like everytime I have “plans”…someone else has plans of His own.  If I just go with the flow…His flow…it seems to work out better and be less stressfull.  So what does this mean…

I apologize for all the canceled plans

I apologize for all the rescheduled plans

I apologize for all the forgotten plans {I completely blame lack of sleep…and lack of a planner}

I apologize that we usually can’t go out after 7pm {we have an early sleeper…and have learned the lesson the hard way}

I apologize that my life revolves around naptimes

This is just my life right now.  Motherhood has definatley made me a more understanding and flexible person.  It has taught me that things are predictably unpredictable and true friends stand by you through it all!